4 long books

Now for those books I'm writing. The first one I'm most passionate about is about a Girl and a boy. But it's not your average love story.  The girl, Adelina, is a sexy, smart, strong willed were panther. She recently moved in with her sister and brother in law in Mt. McKinley, Kansas. (Fictional place I believe) She easily meets and falls for a boy who isn't at all what he seems. There's a problem when someone starts poisoning all the were animals. It's up to Adelina and her sister to figure out what's happening.
And then there is the devilish, blue eyed, smokin hot Damon. He's recently gone through a bad break up. A rather bloody one actually. He told his gal (Haley) he's a vampire. Yes. Damon's a vampire. Shortly after he falls for a girl unlike any other. He knows he shouldn't but he does. Things go awry and he may have lost this girl too. Suddenly he gets a note from anyone and someone. He starts following them to see who it is that knows he killed Haley before its too late. Before he's doomed to a prison cell.
These two teens meet at school and make a bond stronger than any other. Only there's one problem. Adelina's brother in law (Jude) is Damon's older brother. And vamps and weres are forbidden to be together. It's unhealthy. Unnatural. Will they stay together? Will Adelina find out what's plaguing her people? Will Damon find this person before its too late? Find out in '           '. I don't have a title yet. But that's the first one. Don't try taking it. I'm watching you people o_o The next one is about fallen angels. Catriona and her cousins Branna, Emmett, and Teagan are on the run. They're currently hiding in an orchard in one of the many cabins on the land. They're avoiding one man. The man is mysterious and wants one thing. The amulet that gives anyone the most majestical powers in the world. You can almost become a god on earth. It's Catriona's job as a chosen one to keep it safe. Her family beginning with her eight times great grandmother have been on earth. They are still angels. Her grandmother and god both decided it was best for them to work on earth. And so they do. Only allowed to marry other angels god sends. On one of the many ventures away from the cabins Cat finds a boy. A quite charming, sweet, handsome one. His name is Ty. He is not an angel from god. But to her he is. She falls in love with him. She's happy. Everyone is. Branna doesn't approve but is still happy for her. 'She's young, thinks branna, let her have some fun.'  They seem safe. But when Catriona and Teagan get caught by the exact man they're avoiding its up to the other two cousins to rescue them. Things seem hopeless when help comes from an unexpected place.... Find out what happens in 'dream'. The next one is 'Married in hell'. It's about a vampire prince who must marry. He doesn't want to nor does he want his bride chosen for him. But that's the way it is. He so doesn't understand why him, and not his older brother, who's next of throne. He is surprised when the bride brought back to be his is human. Instead of vampire like many of the others he turned down. He's also surprised its the same girl he saw deep in a forest just the night before. He's intrigued by her and falls in love. His quick temper and violent behavior nearly ruin it all though. What will happen? Will they marry? Find out soon. I really like that one. Why I made him so vicious I haven't a clue. The next and last one is 'family debts'. A girl of 16 named shannon is taken from her home by a very old vampire claiming her to pay of a very old family debt owed to him. Once in her new home (or prison some may say.) She is roomed with three girls. One that is very young-Sophie, One maybe 13- carrie, and another the same age as Shannon- Midnight. The girls are nice. She is assigned to babysit the three vampire children in the palace. Along with the young girl to play with them. Shannon soon falls in love with her vampire escort Henry. He loves her deeply. Yet it is forbidden. The ruler somehow finds out and assigns her a new escort. Jerek. He is rude and not at all nice. Yet when she gets home alone and talks to him she falls in love with him. Henry, Shannon, Jerek, Sophie, and Carrie all escape. The kings brother, Jerek, and Henry decide to over throw the king. They go into battle and... Find out what happens soon. So those are it. Catch ya later! Byeeee

Those things called poems

So I've recently posted a few poems (all of which ARE copyrighted. So don't bother stealing them.) and I figured I ought to tell you guys what they're about/what inspired me/what was going thrpugh my mind etc. Okay so the first one 'If only' was written about my crush at one point. Yep. the douche bag Jacob. Well I contemplated giving it to him but thank the gods I didn't. That would've turned out very badly. The second one 'bridge of choices' came to me in a dream. I'm prophetic (I have dreams that tell of the future. Sounds insane I know. But three months before my mother died I knew. One month before I had a dream of her laying in the hospital bed. When she was in the hospital a month later she looked the exact same. Foaming blood and all. Then she died two days later. Dead at 39. Tragic.) and anyway in the dream I had two choices. The first time I made the correct choice and 'jumped off the bridge' I didn't follow what others were doing. The second choice I waited too long to decide correctly and made the wrong choice. I was sucked into something horrible. About two three four months later I had made those two choices. The bad one was quite horrible. I don't know why I did what I did, but I did. I'd rather not say. Maybe one day I will. But not right now. I was grounded about 4 months and tortured by my mom far after. For some reason I was compelled to right the poem. I guess it was something telling me not to forget it. And the third one, 'nothing...' Was written in kind of a haze. It was aimless thinking brought into one thing. After I finished I really hadn't realized what I had done. I showed a couple people and they loved it. It moved them to do things. Some of my friends think I had written it for my boyfriend. I knew that wasn't it. We had been together only a month. If that. But now I think it may have been for him. But a future him. A future us. Beside the poems I am in the process of...four books now? I'll tell more about them in my next post. Catch y'all later. Byeee

Nothing

     My heart is yours to keep. For i am nothing without you. My life lies within your heart. Where I shall stay as long as you like. Nurturing you, loving you, and truly being yours. For i am nothing without you. Keep me. Keep me inside your heart. Hearts intertwined in love. Wondering together on the edge. Hoping to not be ripped apart. For they have come too close to falling before. But they were saved. By a love so strong nothing could change that. Yet as age wears on the bond begins to loosen and there's the fear. The fear of separation. Loneliness. Of nothing. So we must keep out hearts strong. So we can stay together. For without you, I am nothing.

Bridge of choices

The darkness swallows the good

There's nothing left but death, cheating, and misery 

I don't want this

So I jump from the rickety old bridge

Free falling into the icy water below

The good comes back and there's peace.

But not for long.

I suddenly find myself on that same bridge

Facing lies, loneliness, and deceit

Should I jump again?

Or let the darkness take me?

I wait too long and become part of the dark...

If only...

If only you knew you make by day brighter, 

Every time I see you my heart aches,

When you aren't here my day is dull,

When you talk about me or laugh at me,-

You make me feel worthless,

When you talk to me,-

You make me feel nervous, 

If only I could tell you how much I like you,

If only you could read my mind, 

If only you knew. 

Soooo i changed my mind. I don't feel like making myself gorgeous. Maybe tomorrow. Imma just wear leggings, boots, and a tshirt. Wish i had a nice cardigan.... Oh wells. Maybe Christmas. Byeee

Random chiz (or shiz?)

So I thought I'd randomly blog about nothing in particular. So Hollywood Undeads new album comes out in January!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But this'll probably be their sucky album. I just gotta feeling. The two new singles are 'we are' and 'dead bite' the latter is two metal to be them. 'We are' is awesome tho!!! Loves it. So I finally know all of their music. Like fo sho. Thanks to milo. Or as I've recently decided miho. Get it? My ho. Lol. Anyway. I'm excited for that and um... My great aunt is coming for thanksgiving. That should be fun. Hopefully she can meet milo. We dunno tho. She really wants to. I dunno. She's kinda nuts. I dunno if I want milo to meet her. She is awesome tho. Only person I keep in touch with on my dads side. Oh and I have this newfound love for Daniel Murillo. He's pretty hot. Don't know who that is? Sucks to be you. I like High ponytails. Random tidbit there. We have yoga Mondays!! Woot woot. Mondays just got better at school. I need to finish writing my world history paper... Ugh. So boring. So imma look like a sexy beast tomorrow just cuz I feel likes it. Oh! Jenna marbles is hilarious and everyone should watch her vids. Yup. Watch em!!! I love how in one video she says office and sound black. Lols. Yea check her out on YouTube. An check out Hollywood Undead!! I'm part of the Undead army!! And lovin it;) and if asked if I'm pro deuce or pro Danny I'm neutral. Yea the band was awesomemazingness and now they sound more pop than before but they're still good. Deuce should just rejoin the band. One reason I think this album is gonna bite. No deuce! Who knows. We'll just have to wait and see:P so how's life for you ppl? Yea mines pretty good too. Lovin the beau. He's awesii. Also pronounced/ written aussi. Another shorter funner way to say awesome that I use quite frequently. Yup. So get used to it. Haha. I'm a weirdo. And I embrace it! Hopefully I'll be seeing breaking dawn part 2 Thursday/Friday. Idk. Haven't asked. Yet my friend has the tickets and crap... Hmmm.... Yea. Wells byeeee!! Ps. Idc about misspelling and stuff.

Her pt 2

So I guess I wasn't totally fair in my other post about her. I just wrote the negative things. If I made her look bad I didn't mean too. Anyway. She was a great friend. She took me to my first concert even. She was one of the few people who actually sat there and listened to me complain about nothing. And our endless conversations were always fun. And for the most part I was talking about the bands just as much as her. So it wasn't fair to pick out all the bad stuff and write about it. Every friendship has flaws. No one is perfect. And I wish we were still friends. But... That's not gonna happen. She says its all my fault when it's not. I know she talks about me during lunch. Recently- no. But she has. And it's ridiculous. I don't even know why I wanna be her friend still.... I guess it's cause she really is a fun, cool person. And an amazing dancer. I dunno if I mentioned that before. But yea she is. She goes to revolution dance. She takes hip hop. The one competition I went to they placed the highest ever! I think I'm just good luck;) No they just were really good. I'm too much of a klutz to ever do hip hop. I wish we stayed friends over the summer. Oh well. No point in wishing for what's gone and for what you can't have. I'm not naming her because... Well why name her? She knows who she is. I just hope she'll realize how wrong we BOTH were. Byee