Today's broadcast...hehehe

So I've got some interesting news!! I've got a boyfriend(: and no, it's not Ron. We got in an argument and I realized I'm better off without him. Waaaay better off... Anyway. I'm dating a kid in my lunch bunch! His name is ean. And he's a very confusing boy. He looks black, acts white, has a Mexican last name, but he's Central American. Make sense? Yea I kno not really. Anyway. He asked me out last night and I said yes of course and I was being all goofy and stuff. I was FaceTiming tayler while me and ean were messaging each other. And all of a sudden she saw me get this huge grin on my face and she asked and I told her what was going on. And yea! So this single Pringle ain't so single anymore! I have to be honest tho, I don't find him attractive. Like physically attractive. He has an amazing personality tho. He's really sweet and funny and he's pretty amazing. Apparently he's liked me for a few months now but never said anything cuz he didn't think I felt the same. I didn't of course. Not until the past couple weeks. I thought he was weird and kinda creepy when i first met him... Obviously I don't think so anymore! Well...he is weird. And slightly creepy... Anywho! No I don't think I'm in love or any stupid crap like that. He's just a guy. And I'm just a girl. And we're together now. Although it does worry me what people will think. I mean it shouldn't should it? I have some popular and semi popular friends and some very judgemental friends too. So yea... Well it's New Year's Eve! Can you believe it? He thinks ill be his New Years kiss. I'm like pfft please. Haha. Well, bye! Til next time.

Ron

So there's this guy named Ron. I met him online. I know you're thinking 'that's dangerous' and 'stupid' and 'what were you thinking!' Well I wasn't thinking. Obviously. But I'm happy I had a lack of thought. I mean taylers the reason I found the site. Anyway. He's black. I don't date black guys. But something made me message him. And then continue to talk to him. Idk what. It's funny and dorky and sweet. And kinda sexy in his own way. He's the first guy I've been really attracted to. I dunno why again. He's a band kid. And a senior. And goes to central. And now he has his own car. And yea. Well I went to homecoming with him. And that was maybe the second best night of my life. The first was the bonfire at Brandon's house. The first bonfire. That was an amazing night... Anyway... Um. Yea. Homecoming was awesome. He asked me out that night and I finally said yes. (He had asked me out a few times prior and I kept saying no. He was persistent.) Thats another thing I like about him. Anyway a week later he came over to my house and we watched a movie and wrestled and kissed and yea. I got some substantial bruises from us fighting too. Lol. Anyway. We went to my room knowing we weren't supposed to, got caught, I got grounded, and banned from him. Well I got ungrounded on Christmas and am allowed to date and see him or just be friends or whatever. As long we don't do anything stupid again. Funny thing is my mom said if we do anything it ain't gone be around her and she don't wanna hear about it. Oh mom... Anyway. I texted him yesterday and we talked some last night and earlier today. I haven't talked to him in a while now. Since like 12-3 somewhere in there we stopped talking. He doesn't really show any interest in dating me again. I don't blame him. I'm crazy and pathetic and not that attractive and my parents were probably right when they said all he wanted was the v. Ugh. I want them to be wrong. But I know better. That's why I expect the worse and anything better is a blessing. Well see ya. Til next time.

Hey!

Hey guys! Well here I am. I haven't blogged in ages now. Anyway I have tons to tell you. Most of it isn't all that positive but whatever. First, I just got ungrounded. Why was I grounded? Had a boy in my bedroom making out.... Who was the boy? A totally cute senior named Ron. I regret nothing. Second, my dad is in jail. My birth dad. He killed his girlfriends two year old daughter. Shook her til her neck broke. And the only thing I could think about was how that could have been me. That little girl could have been me 14 years earlier. Third, My cousin got charges pressed against him for molesting 4 of his nieces (my second cousins). Fourth, I have two c's!! In chemistry honors and AP us history. It's disappointing/: Fifth, I have a crush... He's in my chem class. And no he's not the reason I'm failing. I just really suck at chemistry.... Sixth, alison is always to busy for me. Cuz of Alec. Yea I get it they're bf and gf but even if I was dating someone I'd make time for her. And so yea. Seventh, I may or may not be single and I may or may not be accidentally leading a friend on. Eighth, I'm not totally sure I'm straight. Ninth, life is actually okay right now. Regardless of all this other stuff. And finally, I'll try to update more. I know I've said that like a million times but I mean it this time. I also started a journal... Anyway. Bye! Til next time.