That kind of fear

You know that kind of fear that has you shaking with the inability to even move? Not the fun kind of fear from horror films. The deep rooted god awful kind. The kind that makes you want to shrink to the size of an ant and slip between the floorboards so the source of your fear can't find you. That kind? That's the kind I'm faced with. More frequently than I care to admit. The kind that makes me want to disappear and never return. The kind that haunts me and determines characteristics of my life. The kind of fear that prohibits. The undeniable kind that feeds off the intensity of your fear. Maybe you don't know what I mean. In that case, til next time. Bye.