Fears

So here's everything I'm afraid of in no particular order.
1. Being alone
2. Dieing
3. Dieing alone
4. Heights
5. Falling
6. Bugs
7. Losing the ppl I care about
8. Kissing a boy
9. Doing the deed
10. Graduating high school
11. Not making it into college
12. Getting bad grades
13. Getting bullied again
14. A guy breaking my heart. (Although I do want to experience it. It's part of growing up.)
15. Losing my vision
16. Breaking a bone
17. Realizing my mom is never coming back
18. Ugly clothes (idc how childish this one sounds!!)
19. Burning to death
20. Getting divorced (future fear)
21. Ruining my children's lives (future fear)
22. Losing a limb.
23. Eating a banana seed and growing a banana tree inside of me.