Judging

I don't think I have the best judgement anymore. I really don't know what I want in life either. Im happy then I'm depressed. I wanna cry I wanna scream. If only he would tell me. Just tell me I'm being irrational. And prove that I'm just being a girl. Maybe, only maybe, then I'd be happy. But I dont think that's gonna happen. I expect more than HE can give. I want more than he'll ever understand. But that's okay. Cause I also love him more than he could ever imagine. He's not my world but he is the best thing in it. I really could use some advice...byee