Can't sleep

Hey guys. So we had a snow day today and tomorrow. Or..yesterday and today since its almost 5 am and I can't seem to fall asleep... Me and ean are good. I'm happy. Alec and Alison are doing kinda bad right now. And I dunno why but I feel like it's my fault. It's stupid. But that's how I feel. I don't really feel like explaining the whole thing. Tbh me nor Alec actually know why Alison is mad. Whatever. I can't wait to go back to school. This weather is driving me insane. What's cool is if you take boiling water and toss it in the air outside it turns into a powder. Then again it's -11 and feels -40 due to wind. This winter is bad. This is one of those times when I hate where I live. I'd rather be somewhere nice. Like brazil or Greece or Australia. Maybe Spain. Hm. I finally started writing again(: I'm on a roll. This year should be a good one. And unlike every other year I'm not setting myself up with a list of goals I won't accomplish. Instead I'm living by one rule. Be me. I'm going to be me. A better, happier, healthier me. I'm going to live life as it comes. That's the way life should be lived. Every day shouldn't be a planned thing. It should be a surprise. Something exciting and new. I just hope I can live that way. And enjoy my inner light now that I've cast out the dark. I think i can sleep now. At least I hope so.