Welp...

He's leaving soon. In like 20 minutes or so. I don't know why it's making me so upset. Well. Actually I do. I feel safe with him. Like nothing bad can happen. And I know as soon as he leaves things will go to crap again. I've been happy with him here. And as I said things will be crappy again when he leaves. Great. I'm crying. Ugh. Tears are so inconvenient. I know I'm gonna be really upset for a while now. Ean thinks everything will be okay because I have him. No! Things aren't going to be okay! Aaaaaah! I'm..I'm gonna go. I'm done. Bye